Well. It has been a very long time since my last post… I apologize. I’m not even sure why. I doubt anyone is actually paying any attention to this
pointless little blog. I don’t even think I need it anymore, I had definitely needed it as an outlet for my frustration and sadness, but so much has changed in the last 6 or so months.
The biggest change? I think I met the love of my life. He is the most amazing person I have ever met; I couldn’t imagine my life without him now. He puts up with all my little
insecurities, all my scars, and all my craziness. He not only puts up with all of this, but he loves me for all of these things as well. He is incredibly patient, kind, and loving. He treats me better than I ever could have imagined possible. He’s changed my entire world.
Not much else has really changed, still dealing with an insane amount of stress. But I have also met a few new friends who are very supportive and there if I need a shoulder to cry on.
I cannot wait to finish my degree and get the hell out of here with my love though. I want to be done with school.
I want my real life to begin now. I’m ready.
~ ♥ ~ Physics Flame ~ ♥ ~
There’s this idea in my head of the person that I was suppose to become… But instead I became the person I had to in order to protect myself. This person is not working in my life anymore, and I’m getting really tired of them. I think other people are fed up too. I’m ready to be the right person now but I’ve been this one for so long… How do I get out of this vicious cycle?
When people turn to fictional characters, it’s often because they want an escape. The stories of these people shelter us from the storm of our daily lives; they save us, if only for a little while. But when we really give in, become invested, let ourselves be vulnerable, something changes. We begin to feel that we know them. It’s no longer just an escape, but part of us, something that makes us who we are.
These characters teach us that incredible adversity can be overcome. That people can love each other forever. That life can be an adventure. That magic can be real. And even if these miracles have never happened to us, we begin to go through life believing that, someday, they could.
“And I promise you that you’re important. Don’t look at me like that- in all my 900 years I’ve never met someone who wasn’t important.”
“Cheer up mate, it gets better. Look at me, I was once a little kid living under the stairs. You’ll do fine.”
“Hey. I know it seems like life sucks, that you’ve got the devil on your tail. Hell, sometimes you do. But you’re strong enough to beat him. You’ve got friends at your back and family too, and that’s what really counts in the end.”
“Don’t be silly, they’re wrong about you; of course you matter. You’ve always mattered.”
WOW CONGRATS YOU JUST MADE ME CRY OVER MY OWN POST
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